Love has always been a problem and an existencial question for me. Everybody talk about love, movies and tv-shows always show you love stories, friends always tell me “I think i'm in love”. However, I feel like i don’t understand this feeling like others. I mean, they seem so happy, so excited, like they have won 3 millions at the lotery last night. When she is in love, my best friend acts a little like the woman on this gif and she makes words with random letters like she had invented a new language. Do you do that too ? I don’t think I do. But it’s very funny to see. A part of me is a little jealous. This euphoriant drug seems amazing. In my part, i feel some kind of excitment at the start of a new relationship but... It never lasts very long. And that’s a real problem because my partners all ended to feel not loved enough : “You don’t like my cuddles. You don’t want to have sex with me etc...”. I don’t blame them, but I can’t blame myself either for being me. It’s hard for me, b...